Guardian Angel
Her corpse lies motionless
On my table of regret
Covered by the stained sheet of my sin
Acquiring my betraying scalpel to begin
Dressed in the wedding dress of despair
With the painful gloom in her stare
Give my meaningless life for her to live
Its not much to offer but it is all I can give
Instead I stand to cut, and replace her blood
In her nails hides panic within the mud
I spray her with this cleansing hose
I stare at the wounds, and the death my heart loathes
I take the saw to hack at her wings
To my dear guardian angel who died to save me
Fighting to make sure my soul is not set free
Love for an angel, is it within sin to bare
Secret sin, knowledge to not share
The black wing falls away and turns to ash
The wing that covered me when I crashed
I start again on the one of white
When it is stuck releases broken light
When it falls it turns to glowing dust in the air
Floats and then falls like an ignored prayer
All of her muscles no longer tense
As all the dirt is rinsed
Like her job has been forgotten, she saved me from dying
Saved me from being where she lies, without her wings she wont be flying
Sacrifice she made when she died for what was suppose to die
God’s plan unfolded and then crushed, because she loved what he thought she could not
Its seems my life was more than he thought