I would rather it not chew me up, and swallow me
I would rather you sacrifice your life so I live to speak
Yes speak of your heroic service to my life
And shoved yourself onto that knife
Of course how can you not see the danger
That’s even more heroic that I am a complete stranger
Does it matter that no one is holding it
Its staring into the place where I sit
Please don’t leave me here in restraints
Covered in these bloody stains
In this bleached room covered in pillows
A single light, a plastic covering
I can stand, but not move
Only the rocking can sooth
The feeling that you are not real
That it’s not real pain that I feel
Is it fake? Fake pain? rattle my head
Fake death? Buried? I’m dead?